I have dug around the network some more. Read more of your private conversations.
I guess I can't deny that he loves you.
I understand a little bit better now why you were so angry with me.
You don't hate me so much for who I am, but for who I am not. I'm sorry I'm not him.
It's strange for me, too. I had some time to calm down. I still don't know how to deal with this but you're not going to respond anyway. I'm just writing to you
I don't even know why.
Nothing makes sense. It's not easy waking up living the life of your enemy. Realizing you have the capability to be everything you hate and fight against. I lashed out at you though I was angry with myself. Is that something HE does, too? I'm curious. I want to know more about him, but I'm also afraid to find similarities.
I'm not him. That rebel and I shared the same DNA and maybe some backstory but that's it. I won't apologize for not being him. I woke up and realized some stranger should have been laying in bed next to me. I know I didn't handle it well. I don't know what I'm hoping for.
I guess I'm curious. I want to know where I went wrong. But I want to know about you, too. I just want to make sense of it all.
text, later
I guess I can't deny that he loves you.
I understand a little bit better now why you were so angry with me.
You don't hate me so much for who I am, but for who I am not. I'm sorry I'm not him.
It's strange for me, too. I had some time to calm down. I still don't know how to deal with this but you're not going to respond anyway. I'm just writing to you
I don't even know why.
Nothing makes sense. It's not easy waking up living the life of your enemy. Realizing you have the capability to be everything you hate and fight against. I lashed out at you though I was angry with myself. Is that something HE does, too? I'm curious. I want to know more about him, but I'm also afraid to find similarities.
I'm not him. That rebel and I shared the same DNA and maybe some backstory but that's it. I won't apologize for not being him. I woke up and realized some stranger should have been laying in bed next to me. I know I didn't handle it well. I don't know what I'm hoping for.
I guess I'm curious. I want to know where I went wrong. But I want to know about you, too. I just want to make sense of it all.