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It doesn't feel great.
It's Arelen. Her Nobody name was Larxene.
It had to do with the party, and she says I don't get her. I don't. Shinjiro told me I have to stop treating her like Larxene.
It's Arelen. Her Nobody name was Larxene.
It had to do with the party, and she says I don't get her. I don't. Shinjiro told me I have to stop treating her like Larxene.
Not the feeling but the idea. If you can feel bad you can also feel good. If you managed to fix your issues with her, perhaps you will feel relieved or even happy.
I'll use Arelene then.
I don't exactly know what happened between you too in your world but if she changed, if she is a new person others should respect that. I know you don't like her romantically but do you like her as a friend?
I'll use Arelene then.
I don't exactly know what happened between you too in your world but if she changed, if she is a new person others should respect that. I know you don't like her romantically but do you like her as a friend?
I know. I fucked up. That's what he told me, basically.
I don't think that matters, because she doesn't seem to really want to be friends either, right now, because I don't understand her.
I don't think that matters, because she doesn't seem to really want to be friends either, right now, because I don't understand her.
Realizing it is the first step.
A lot of people doesn't understand each other, even those who have a heart. Cassian and I still have a lot of misunderstandings and we've know each others for a decade. It happens.
The important thing is what do you want to do from here.
A lot of people doesn't understand each other, even those who have a heart. Cassian and I still have a lot of misunderstandings and we've know each others for a decade. It happens.
The important thing is what do you want to do from here.
I was trying to think about how to fix it, and then last week...
[Well Kay's not the only one who's been in hot water and having a bad time.]
I'm not sure. I want to be friends with her, but, I can't just...be what she wants either.
I don't know, maybe we shouldn't live together.
[Well Kay's not the only one who's been in hot water and having a bad time.]
I'm not sure. I want to be friends with her, but, I can't just...be what she wants either.
I don't know, maybe we shouldn't live together.
Last week everyone suffered from insanity and it sucked.
[You don't say.]
You should tell her that, with those words. In a way that she woudl understand without being offended. You can't make someone like you.
That...could be a good thing. It sounds like to me that you both need time away from each other.
[You don't say.]
You should tell her that, with those words. In a way that she woudl understand without being offended. You can't make someone like you.
That...could be a good thing. It sounds like to me that you both need time away from each other.
What
A woman did what??? [This might not be his Cassian, personality--wise, but it was still his boyfriend body. And Kay was so not okay with this.] You need to stop drinking and you need to leave the bar alone before you do something stupid. Stupider than than your standards, I mean.
You want to...? [What is this conversation even. Kay doesn't know anymore.]
We like and care for each other. Is the concept of love so hard for imperials to understand? To care about others more than one does about their own self? You're dedicated to your cause, no matter how wrong it is you'll do everything for it. it's the same with him and I, just for each other.
A woman did what??? [This might not be his Cassian, personality--wise, but it was still his boyfriend body. And Kay was so not okay with this.] You need to stop drinking and you need to leave the bar alone before you do something stupid. Stupider than than your standards, I mean.
You want to...? [What is this conversation even. Kay doesn't know anymore.]
We like and care for each other. Is the concept of love so hard for imperials to understand? To care about others more than one does about their own self? You're dedicated to your cause, no matter how wrong it is you'll do everything for it. it's the same with him and I, just for each other.
Yeah, I was kinda at her mercy.
Larxene's mercy.
[That is a bad bad thing.]
Maybe, do you think it would help? I've been thinking it might help.
And I know, she doesn't have to like me. I don't know how I screwed this up.
Larxene's mercy.
[That is a bad bad thing.]
Maybe, do you think it would help? I've been thinking it might help.
And I know, she doesn't have to like me. I don't know how I screwed this up.
[ Are you expecting coherency and common sense from him? This is not the night for that. He's been spiraling all week and this is crash & burn night. ]
Cant afford to love
its weakness rivals use it gainst you
I#m not leaving yet waiting for lady to take me home
Cant afford to love
its weakness rivals use it gainst you
I#m not leaving yet waiting for lady to take me home
What did she do, exactly? I was really busy trying to control the mess that was the Attleton Guardian's office.
[Very bad.]
Yes, I do. I think I told you before as well. You could stay in my home until you figure things out, if you want.
More often than not, it's not one single person's fault, don't be so harsh on yourself. You can't help it that you are still learning about emotions.
[Very bad.]
Yes, I do. I think I told you before as well. You could stay in my home until you figure things out, if you want.
More often than not, it's not one single person's fault, don't be so harsh on yourself. You can't help it that you are still learning about emotions.
I would've helped but...I'm a little bruised and sore, but I'll be fine. I've had worse. She just didn't listen to me at all. She came into my room Kay. My room.
People don't come into my room. She wouldn't get out.
[It's like his no hugging rule]
I can just crash outside, wherever, I don't have any stuff anyway. Thanks though.
Shinjiro said that she shouldn't have been treating me like I have a heart already either, but I thought he was telling me stories.
People don't come into my room. She wouldn't get out.
[It's like his no hugging rule]
I can just crash outside, wherever, I don't have any stuff anyway. Thanks though.
Shinjiro said that she shouldn't have been treating me like I have a heart already either, but I thought he was telling me stories.
[Fair point, Kay shouldn't have hopped to have a normal conversation.]
Right, sure. I've heard that a million times before by all kinds of edgy warlords. 'Love and emotions are a weakness' Blah.Blah.Blah. I'm not going to bother arguing.
NO. THERE SHOULDN'T BE ANY LADIES IN YOUR FUTURE.
Right, sure. I've heard that a million times before by all kinds of edgy warlords. 'Love and emotions are a weakness' Blah.Blah.Blah. I'm not going to bother arguing.
NO. THERE SHOULDN'T BE ANY LADIES IN YOUR FUTURE.
But I pushed her button!!!
[ The locator button on his phone. Dorothy asked him to push the locator button so she could pick him up, since she couldn't get a straight answer where he is out of him. ]
I'm not egdy imperial rivals use it against you! am always alone its better
[ The locator button on his phone. Dorothy asked him to push the locator button so she could pick him up, since she couldn't get a straight answer where he is out of him. ]
I'm not egdy imperial rivals use it against you! am always alone its better
You did what? [Kay is not jealous, really, he isn't. This is not his Cassian, he can go around pushing other droid's buttons if he wants.
Except, NOT. He can't.]
So you aren't only a drunk disaster, you are also a cheater!!!
No, it is not. Except in this case. No going out with ladies tonight.
Except, NOT. He can't.]
So you aren't only a drunk disaster, you are also a cheater!!!
No, it is not. Except in this case. No going out with ladies tonight.
But but shes taking me home!
She doesn't call me a disaster she's nicer than you i like her better
[ But K-2SO getting upset and jealous is kind of flattering. They don't even know another, but it's still kind of nice. As long as he doesn't think about it that K-2SO is only interested in the other him, anyway. ]
your mean and you like him betteer
She doesn't call me a disaster she's nicer than you i like her better
[ But K-2SO getting upset and jealous is kind of flattering. They don't even know another, but it's still kind of nice. As long as he doesn't think about it that K-2SO is only interested in the other him, anyway. ]
your mean and you like him betteer
[Kay hates this city and its weird magic so much. This week is being hell and it takes him 5 minutes to answer the text.]
I don't know who or what Cinder is but there will be no destroying property on my watch. You are all affected by some sort of virus that is making you idiotic and mean spirited.
I'm already at the station, don't try to do anything you might regret.
I don't know who or what Cinder is but there will be no destroying property on my watch. You are all affected by some sort of virus that is making you idiotic and mean spirited.
I'm already at the station, don't try to do anything you might regret.
Home where? Tell her you don't want to go with her!
That woman is only trying to sleep with you. You're drunk and not thinking clearly.
[He is not jealous! He is only...concerned. As any good citizen would be! Or so he would say.]
He doesn't call me a thing, or a tin can, or a machine. of course I like him better.
That woman is only trying to sleep with you. You're drunk and not thinking clearly.
[He is not jealous! He is only...concerned. As any good citizen would be! Or so he would say.]
He doesn't call me a thing, or a tin can, or a machine. of course I like him better.
You need to have your injuries checked. Have you gone to a hospital? Wait...did she try anything you didn't like?
[It's a good rule. Not everyone is comfortable with that.]
No, you are not sleeping on the street in December when I am offering you a perfectly nice place to stay. It's okay, we don't have a lot of space but there's a guest room.
Shinjiro is right, Arelene needs to understand you are still work in progress, so to speak.
[It's a good rule. Not everyone is comfortable with that.]
No, you are not sleeping on the street in December when I am offering you a perfectly nice place to stay. It's okay, we don't have a lot of space but there's a guest room.
Shinjiro is right, Arelene needs to understand you are still work in progress, so to speak.
Nah, it just hurts a little, it's not that bad. I can still fight if I had to.
[Yep, that's how he judges things. Is he still moving?]
She broke the door to my room, I didn't like that. She never goes in my room.
Okay, if you're sure. I have to tell her first but, yeah, okay. I'll try to figure out how to do...something after that.
I don't understand and I can't.
[Yep, that's how he judges things. Is he still moving?]
She broke the door to my room, I didn't like that. She never goes in my room.
Okay, if you're sure. I have to tell her first but, yeah, okay. I'll try to figure out how to do...something after that.
I don't understand and I can't.
Uhuh i think she wanfs me to sleep with her
[As in, he expects that she wants him to sleep at her place rather than dragging him all the way back to Everglade and his room at the Red House Foundation. ]
A not drunk just tisy
And you're a tin can but other me wants to kiss you maybe he really likes tin does it taste I wonder if it tastes like cocktail can i lick you?
[As in, he expects that she wants him to sleep at her place rather than dragging him all the way back to Everglade and his room at the Red House Foundation. ]
A not drunk just tisy
And you're a tin can but other me wants to kiss you maybe he really likes tin does it taste I wonder if it tastes like cocktail can i lick you?
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