Not the feeling but the idea. If you can feel bad you can also feel good. If you managed to fix your issues with her, perhaps you will feel relieved or even happy.
I'll use Arelene then.
I don't exactly know what happened between you too in your world but if she changed, if she is a new person others should respect that. I know you don't like her romantically but do you like her as a friend?
A lot of people doesn't understand each other, even those who have a heart. Cassian and I still have a lot of misunderstandings and we've know each others for a decade. It happens.
The important thing is what do you want to do from here.
I would've helped but...I'm a little bruised and sore, but I'll be fine. I've had worse. She just didn't listen to me at all. She came into my room Kay. My room. People don't come into my room. She wouldn't get out.
[It's like his no hugging rule]
I can just crash outside, wherever, I don't have any stuff anyway. Thanks though.
Shinjiro said that she shouldn't have been treating me like I have a heart already either, but I thought he was telling me stories.
You need to have your injuries checked. Have you gone to a hospital? Wait...did she try anything you didn't like?
[It's a good rule. Not everyone is comfortable with that.]
No, you are not sleeping on the street in December when I am offering you a perfectly nice place to stay. It's okay, we don't have a lot of space but there's a guest room.
Shinjiro is right, Arelene needs to understand you are still work in progress, so to speak.
It is not fine, even if you are not terribly injured.
Why don't you grab all the things you need form that house and comes to mine now? It would be better to do this now that she's not there to get angry about it again.
Letting people beat you up it's not right, Demyx, even if you could take it.That's called assault. I understand she wasn't on her right mind but you need to look after yourself.
Anything at all? Don't you play an instrument? or have some clothes?
I didn't know you outranked her. But yes, you are not to blame in any way. Once you get here I'll give you a check up to make sure your injuries really aren't as bad as you say.
[After living with Cassian -I'm not dying I'm fine even though I'm bleeding- Andor, Kay no longer trusts people when they tell him they're fine.
Kay is also rolling his eyes at Demyx last text.] I thought we talked about you giving new things a try?
I know she wasn't. She hasn't been like that in...a long time. And at the castle she didn't go in my room either, but she had eleven other people to torture, I could make myself scarce.
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It's Arelen. Her Nobody name was Larxene.
It had to do with the party, and she says I don't get her. I don't. Shinjiro told me I have to stop treating her like Larxene.
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I'll use Arelene then.
I don't exactly know what happened between you too in your world but if she changed, if she is a new person others should respect that. I know you don't like her romantically but do you like her as a friend?
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I don't think that matters, because she doesn't seem to really want to be friends either, right now, because I don't understand her.
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A lot of people doesn't understand each other, even those who have a heart. Cassian and I still have a lot of misunderstandings and we've know each others for a decade. It happens.
The important thing is what do you want to do from here.
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[Well Kay's not the only one who's been in hot water and having a bad time.]
I'm not sure. I want to be friends with her, but, I can't just...be what she wants either.
I don't know, maybe we shouldn't live together.
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[You don't say.]
You should tell her that, with those words. In a way that she woudl understand without being offended. You can't make someone like you.
That...could be a good thing. It sounds like to me that you both need time away from each other.
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Larxene's mercy.
[That is a bad bad thing.]
Maybe, do you think it would help? I've been thinking it might help.
And I know, she doesn't have to like me. I don't know how I screwed this up.
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[Very bad.]
Yes, I do. I think I told you before as well. You could stay in my home until you figure things out, if you want.
More often than not, it's not one single person's fault, don't be so harsh on yourself. You can't help it that you are still learning about emotions.
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People don't come into my room. She wouldn't get out.
[It's like his no hugging rule]
I can just crash outside, wherever, I don't have any stuff anyway. Thanks though.
Shinjiro said that she shouldn't have been treating me like I have a heart already either, but I thought he was telling me stories.
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[It's a good rule. Not everyone is comfortable with that.]
No, you are not sleeping on the street in December when I am offering you a perfectly nice place to stay. It's okay, we don't have a lot of space but there's a guest room.
Shinjiro is right, Arelene needs to understand you are still work in progress, so to speak.
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[Yep, that's how he judges things. Is he still moving?]
She broke the door to my room, I didn't like that. She never goes in my room.
Okay, if you're sure. I have to tell her first but, yeah, okay. I'll try to figure out how to do...something after that.
I don't understand and I can't.
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[That is not an acceptable parameter in Kay's opinion, Demyx.]
I'll have to talk to her about manners.
Are you sure that's wise? Is she back to normal? Don't stress yourself, we will help you figure out things.
What is that 'you can't'?
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She's back to normal, I think? At least she's not here now and when she was Larxene again,
she was here, bothering me.
I can't understand how she feels.
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Why don't you grab all the things you need form that house and comes to mine now? It would be better to do this now that she's not there to get angry about it again.
AH. Well, these things take time.
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Uh, okay? I don't have anything so that's not hard.
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Anything at all? Don't you play an instrument? or have some clothes?
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I just have my uniform and my instrument I don't have to carry. I haven't really gotten anything else.
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[After living with Cassian -I'm not dying I'm fine even though I'm bleeding- Andor, Kay no longer trusts people when they tell him they're fine.
Kay is also rolling his eyes at Demyx last text.] I thought we talked about you giving new things a try?
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I'm really fine.
I know, I haven't...I know. Shinjiro saw me without my coat?
[He's slow. Very slow to change.]
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I'll believe you when I see you.
You're telling me that Shinjiro saw you naked?
[Guess who doesn't know Demyx wears proper pants under that coat.]
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I have clothes on under the coat. I just usually take it off in my room and he kinda came over unexpectedly.
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Oh! I didn't know that. But you don't even have a pajama or something like that?
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Probably why the first kick hurt so much, I wasn't really wearing anything.
She's never come into my room before, ever, it was really unexpected.
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She wasn't herself, that's probably why.
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I know she wasn't. She hasn't been like that in...a long time. And at the castle she didn't go in my room either, but she had eleven other people to torture, I could make myself scarce.
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